teletubbies & co ;

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hi tubbies,
i'm gna use vulgarities in here, so i may end up deleting all of them and pretending that nothing happened. please be prepared.

i hate school.
i hate the fucking school.
in fact, i hate all schools.
its not that i dont like having friends and recesses along with the stupid lesson that we've gotta take,
but if we didnt go out of the house,
we wont really know what a bitch really is,
and that there's so many different bitches in the world.
i mean, there's already so many different kinds of bitches in school,
so it of course there would be even more bitches in the world.
and,
you wont know what FFG is cos you wont fail.
well, thats cos you dont even take tests.
and if you still dont know what a FFG is,
i'll tell you.
its a Fucking Fail Grade.
there you have it.
FFG.
also, you wont know that teachers are actually idiots too,
and some are bitches and bimbos.
and you wont know that there are eviller people in the world compared to those in fairytales.
and that there's weirdos like yanmin.
and that evil bitches can be pretty and kindhearted souls who are being tortured can be ugly.
well, kindhearted souls who are tortured are ugly cos they're tortured.
physically.
and those evil bitches are pretty cos they aren't abused.
ah fuck what the hell am i saying.
well, i just wanna say, i hate school.
and that's cos i did very badly for my exams.
and dont compare your results with mine cos i know all of you scored better than me.
unless you failed your geog too and got 2 C5/6s and 2 B4s,
then dont say anything.
i hate school.

oh fuck i think i'm gna cry again soon.

oh fuck.

WHY CANT MY TEARS LEAVE MY EYES ALONE.

LEAVE MY EYES ALONE YOU FUCKING TEARS.

EAT SHIT MAN.

FUCK YOU.

if someone wants to kill people, i'm willing to sacrifice myself.
just as long as you make if fast and inflict as little pain as possible while doing the job.
i'm a coward who cant stand the pain and doesn't have the guts to kill myself.
so, you can look for me and we'll plan the murder (of me).
thank you.

love,
eveline the fucking idiot.

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